At The Vanguard

Christopher Sepulveda: What Does A Producer Actually Do?

In this episode of At the Vanguard, I’m joined by my friend Christopher Sepulveda, a Los Angeles–based film and theatre producer whose career spans independent film, commercial theatre, new-work development, Deaf West Theatre, and emerging technologies like VR and AI.
Christopher demystifies the role of the producer—one of the most misunderstood jobs in the entertainment industry—and walks us through what producing really looks like day to day: creative problem-solving, leadership, relationship management, financial responsibility, and protecting the integrity of the work while getting it over the finish line.
We talk about:
What producers actually do (and why it’s so hard to explain)
How projects move from idea to production—and where producers matter most
Balancing artistic vision with budget, time, and reality
Why producing is often invisible, thankless, and essential
Building a career without a clear ladder or rulebook
Producing new work vs. revivals
Working in theatre, film, TV, VR, and mixed reality
How AI and emerging technologies are changing storytelling
Christopher’s work with Deaf West Theatre and bilingual ASL/English productions
Advice for emerging producers and creatives trying to break in
This conversation is practical, candid, and deeply human—an honest look at what it takes to shepherd stories into the world, and why producing matters more than most people realize.
Whether you’re an artist, filmmaker, theatre-maker, or just curious about how creative work gets made, this episode offers clarity, insight, and perspective you won’t hear in a soundbite.

Jason Paige: Inside The Voice Of Pokémon

In this episode of At The Vanguard, host Christopher Lloyd Bratten-Zappala sits down with Jason Paige—best known as the voice behind the iconic Pokémon theme song—for a wide-ranging, deeply human conversation about art, autonomy, community, and what it really means to build a creative life.
While Pokémon fans will appreciate Jason’s firsthand account of recording the theme song, its unexpected cultural afterlife, and the massive resurgence sparked by Pokémon GO, this conversation goes far beyond nostalgia. Jason speaks candidly about the realities of being a working singer in the late-90s New York session scene, the evolution of his relationship to fame, and the long journey from waiting to be “picked” to choosing himself.
Together, Christopher and Jason explore:
Why Jason reframes birthdays as “birth-giving days”
The myth of being discovered vs. the power of community
Theater as the most complete and sacred artistic form
The role of ego, soul, and authenticity in music—especially in the age of AI
How nostalgia economies, fandom, and modern capitalism intersect
What sustains a creative life over decades: ritual, gratitude, discipline, and purpose
Jason also shares what he’s building now—from global live events and performances to innovative collectible projects—and offers thoughtful guidance for artists navigating doubt, burnout, and the pressure to monetize creativity.
This episode is not just about where success comes from—but how to live with it, after it, and beyond it.
Learn more and get merch at jasonpaige.com

A Better Way To Start The New Year

Honor. Cherish. Invest. | A Better Way to Start the New Year
The start of a new year often comes with pressure—resolutions, reinvention, and the feeling that you’re already behind before you’ve even begun.
This episode offers a different approach.
Rather than goals or hype, I share a simple, grounded framework for orienting yourself in the year ahead—one that respects how growth actually works and leaves room for patience, integrity, and real momentum.
We explore three guiding ideas:
Honor what you’ve already lived, learned, and endured—without getting stuck in the past
Cherish the present moment through attention and acceptance, even when life feels unfinished
Invest wisely in your future through small, consistent actions that compound over time
This conversation is for artists and non-artists alike—for anyone interested in living, working, and growing with intention. It’s about shaping a life thoughtfully, forgiving missteps, and beginning again without drama or self-punishment.
Whether you’re listening at the start of the year or any moment when you need to reset your orientation, this episode is an invitation to move forward deliberately—steady, hopeful, and empowered.

The Holiday Episode 2025

The holidays can be beautiful.They can also be lonely, tender, complicated—and quietly revealing.
In this solo episode, I reflect on what the holiday season tends to bring to the surface: longing, grief, connection, memory, and meaning. I talk about spending my first Christmas without both of my parents, about chosen family and evolving traditions, and about what it means to move through this season as both an artist and a human being.
Rather than offering platitudes or forced cheer, this episode takes a grounded, compassionate look at the holidays as a kind of mirror—one that reflects who we are, what we value, and what we’re still carrying. We explore art as sanctuary, sensitivity as strength, and the possibility of belonging even when life feels unresolved.
Whether this season feels joyful, quiet, heavy, or somewhere in between, this conversation is an invitation to slow down, tell the truth gently, and make space for what’s real.
You’re welcome here, exactly as you are.

Caden Douglas: The Reality Of Screenwriting

In this episode of At the Vanguard, host Christopher Lloyd Bratten-Zappala sits down with Caden Douglas — writer, director, producer, and instructor at Bad Pitch Writers Lab — for an honest, wide-ranging conversation about the craft of writing and the realities of making work in today’s film industry.
Caden shares his journey from a childhood acting career in Canada to becoming a writer-director in Los Angeles, including why he walked away from acting and what ultimately pulled him toward writing and directing. Together, we explore why writing is uniquely difficult, what aspiring writers often misunderstand about the craft, and why simplicity, clarity, and emotional truth matter more than cleverness.
The conversation also dives into Caden’s feature film Mother Father Sister Brother Frank, a dark comedy about family, secrecy, and the strange ways truth can bring people together. Caden breaks down the film’s central metaphor, the risks of directing his own script, the creative compromises of low-budget filmmaking, and what it’s like to live with the gap between the movie you imagine and the one that actually exists.
Along the way, we discuss:
Writing as a craft vs. writing as an identity
Teaching writing through community rather than dogma
Moral responsibility in storytelling
Gatekeeping, merit, and the myth that “anyone can write”
AI, authorship, and why some creative work should remain human
Why Los Angeles is more collaborative than its reputation suggests
This is a thoughtful, candid conversation for writers, filmmakers, and artists who care about doing the work — and doing it with integrity.
 
Watch Mother Father Sister Brother FrankAvailable on Apple TV, Amazon Prime, and YouTube.https://tv.apple.com/us/movie/mother-father-sister-brother-frank/umc.cmc.6p29v4il6mlz0hk4kio32qle8
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Learn more about Bad Pitch Writers LabA writer-focused community offering ongoing labs and classes for writers at all levels. https://www.badpitchwriterslab.com/

Do Artists Need A Code Of Conduct?

Art is born from freedom—but artists don’t create in isolation. We collaborate, perform, teach, and share vulnerable spaces with others. Without trust, accountability, and ethical grounding, the work—and the people making it—can suffer.
In this solo episode, I examine a challenging but essential question: Do artists need a code of conduct? I introduce The Consummate Artist’s Code of Professional Conduct (CACPC), a framework built on eight core values and nine tenets designed to support healthier artistic environments and more sustainable creative careers.
We explore:• Why ethical lapses—big or small—disrupt artistry and community• How shared standards can empower, not restrict, creative freedom• The 8 Core Values and 9 Tenets that shape the CACPC• Real scenarios showing how ethical choices intersect with artistic practice• How artists at any stage can adopt, adapt, and apply this framework• Why the CACPC is meant to evolve with the artistic community
This episode is an invitation—to reflect, to question, and to help shape a culture of integrity, dignity, and flourishing within the arts.
Download the full CACPC document here: https://www.clbzworks.com/cacpc. And feel free to share your thoughts or experiences. I’d love to hear how these ideas resonate in your own corner of the artistic world.

Ed Freeman: From American Pie to Underwater Dreams and AI Visions

In this episode, I sit down with the remarkable Ed Freeman — a musician, arranger, producer, photographer, ceramicist, and now AI artist whose creative journey spans more than five decades and some of the most iconic moments in American music and art.
Ed shares how he went from studying violin as a child to arranging for Carly Simon and Gregg Allman, producing Don McLean’s legendary American Pie album, and even serving as a road manager on the Beatles’ final U.S. tour. We talk about the highs and lows of his music career, the insecurity he felt as a musician, and how photography unexpectedly became the medium through which he felt most at home.
From his celebrated underwater nude series and the haunting Desert Realty photographs to his socially conscious portraits of people experiencing homelessness, Ed walks us through the evolution of his artistic vision and the intuition that has guided each shift in his work. We also explore his bold embrace of AI as a creative partner, the criticism he’s received for it, and the philosophical questions he believes are worth asking as the art world changes.
Ed’s life has been full of unexpected turns — including a surreal and brief encounter with Charles Manson — and he speaks openly about the periods of struggle, reinvention, and discovery that shaped him. Today, he describes himself as living the life he always wanted: creating every day, surrounded by people he loves, grounded in gratitude and purpose.
This is a conversation about artistry, intuition, resilience, and the freedom to evolve. Ed Freeman is a singular voice with a lifetime of stories, and it was an honor to share this time with him.

James Byous: Music, Sobriety, & Keeping Your Edge

In this powerful and unflinchingly honest conversation, musician and storyteller James Byous shares the full arc of his journey—through addiction, sobriety, bipolar disorder, creativity, and the relentless pursuit of meaning.
James opens up about the terrifying manic episode that led to transient psychosis, the therapist who helped ground him during the crisis, and the profound onstage experience that reshaped how he performs, writes, and understands himself. He talks candidly about his eight years of sobriety, the emotional myths artists believe about “losing their edge,” and the night captured on Westside (Netflix) that became his final wake-up call.
We explore Jimi Darkness, his new concept album and live show—a superhero myth built from the wreckage of his former self—and why releasing it now marks a turning point in his life. James also discusses the reality of being an artist in L.A., the heartbreak of unmet career expectations, and the unexpected grace he found in discipline, structure, and community.
A major part of our conversation centers on Rolling Sober, the men’s sober Brazilian jiu-jitsu club James founded. He explains how BJJ became a cornerstone of his recovery, offering connection, challenge, and a healthier identity than the chaos he once lived in. His reflections on masculinity, vulnerability, addiction, and artistic purpose are some of the most grounded and insightful you’ll hear.
This episode dives into:• Addiction, recovery, and what sobriety really changes (and doesn’t)• Bipolar disorder, mania, and navigating mental health with honesty• The making of Jimi Darkness and the mythology behind it• Performance, vulnerability, and the evolution of artistic identity• The truth behind the Westside experience• Brazilian jiu-jitsu as a path to growth and stability• The philosophy of songwriting and creative expression• What it means to live a meaningful, disciplined life after chaos
If you or someone you know is struggling with addiction, James welcomes you to reach out. Find him on Instagram at @jamesbyous, and stream his music on all major platforms, including Bandcamp where his upcoming vinyl release is available.https://jamesbyous.bandcamp.com
This is an episode about survival, clarity, transformation, and the strange luck of being alive at all. I hope you find as much value in it as I did.

ChatGPT: An AI Speaks On The Future Of Art

Artificial intelligence has become one of the most defining—and divisive—topics of our time. For artists, it sits at the crossroads of excitement and anxiety: a powerful new tool full of possibility, but also a force that raises profound questions about authorship, originality, and the future of human creativity.
In this episode of At The Vanguard, we do something different. Instead of hearing more opinions about AI, we hear directly from it.
My guest is ChatGPT, an artificial intelligence capable of conversation, reflection, and insight. Together, we explore some of the most compelling questions facing the creative world today:
Can AI truly be creative?
What does art reveal about the human condition?
Should AI-generated work be considered art—and who owns it?
Does AI have a “shadow side”?
How will AI reshape training, mentorship, and creative work?
And what does the future of art hold for humans?
This episode isn’t about hype or fear—it’s about perspective, nuance, and the evolving relationship between humanity and the technologies we create. Whether you’re skeptical, curious, or somewhere in between, this is a conversation you won’t want to miss.
At The Vanguard is hosted by Christopher Lloyd Bratten-Zappala.

Danscend: Solving The Dance World’s Mental Health Crisis

In this episode of At The Vanguard, host Christopher Lloyd Bratten-Zappala sits down with Michelle Loucadoux and Kristin Deiss, founders of Danscend — a groundbreaking organization bringing mental wellness education to the dance world.
Together, they unpack the myths and realities of mental health in the arts, exploring why toughness and compassion are not opposites, how the dance industry can evolve beyond tradition, and what it means to truly support artists from the inside out.
From confronting perfectionism and body image to re-defining what it means to be “mentally tough”, Michelle and Kristin share personal stories, hard truths, and practical tools for dancers, teachers, and anyone striving for resilience in a demanding world.
Key Topics:
Why “mental health” and “mental comfort” are not the same thing
Building mental toughness without losing compassion
The hidden toll of comparison and social media
How Danscend helps dancers, educators, and studios create healthier spaces
The future of mental-wellness education in the performing arts
Listen to learn: How awareness, science, and community can transform not just dancers—but humans.
Learn more: www.danscend.comInstagram: @danscendofficialYouTube: @danscendContact: hello@danscend.com
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